| Jan. 30th, 2006 @ 05:57 pm Well |
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Current Mood:  confused
Current Music: The B52's - Rock Lobster
My interests on this journal are scarily shallow, I'm also the member of a shed load of "Show your.." communities, which is ok for something like a couple of weeks and then you get to add people whom you find interesting, read about their lives and adventures and realise that having a hidden journal isn't as productive as it could be.
I generally tell myself that I have no qualms about what people think of me, but having two journals on LJ is obviously proof to the contrary. There all sorts of issues to this, I'd like to have one journal that I could filter, or post from as two names would be ideal, then I could easily decide on my mood what I was in the mood for reading without having to panic that worlds will collide and I'll be outed as some heinous pervert and yet all my beliefs tell me that I have nothing to be ashamed of for wanting to take an interest in adult themes, which was the main reason for this journal in the first place.
However it wasn't my intention to take an interest in the most base carnal lusts, I wanted to read about experiences, different lifestyles and aims. I wanted to open my mind and yet with two journals I don't have the time to manage them both conveniently for it to be fruitful.
When I add to that that I write outside of livejournal on eight blogs I feel I'm spreading myself too thinly, I need to concentrate my resources, I also need to rewrite my interests on here, join more enlightened communities and focus on what this was supposed to be all about. |